Sunday, October 4, 2009
dunno why...but every time i think of TJC..suddenly there're butterflies in my stomach.
every time. not once have i tot of it n i go back to my normal self.
juz stuck in that moment. wondering whether i'll enjoy it there. (i think the answer's quite an obv. no)
or maybe...i dunno. it's just me.
no one else i know feels the same dread.sadness.gloominess. as i feel.
i dont get it.
doesnt it hurt to say goodbye?
dont u flinch when u know you're leaving a place u love alot?
it cuts like a knife.
feelin; the same i felt last time.
P6 farewell party.
sigh. im the only who experiences this.
letting go seems like the hardest thing to do.
or maybe it's juz the way i look at things.
currently im juz thinking that things there arent gonna be like what they are now.
things wont be as fun as now.
life is gonna be screwed.
WHY??!?!?!?!?!?!
why do i have to think like this?
it's spoiling everything.
things may be fine there.
maybe not as nice as here, but things will still be fine.
or maybe(tho unlikely), things may be better.
CHANGE THIS MINDSET.
.\wattheheck/.
then again......
why am i thinking so far ahead?
i may not even be alive tomorrow!
anything could happen to me.
GOD has his own plans.
leave everything to him.
for the time-being,
I SHALL ENJOY WHATEVER I HAVE.
:)
hope things work out well.
THANKS BALLIE!
i know you'll always be there for your fellow ball. :)
BALLZ FOREVER! <3
every time. not once have i tot of it n i go back to my normal self.
juz stuck in that moment. wondering whether i'll enjoy it there. (i think the answer's quite an obv. no)
or maybe...i dunno. it's just me.
no one else i know feels the same dread.sadness.gloominess. as i feel.
i dont get it.
doesnt it hurt to say goodbye?
dont u flinch when u know you're leaving a place u love alot?
it cuts like a knife.
feelin; the same i felt last time.
P6 farewell party.
sigh. im the only who experiences this.
letting go seems like the hardest thing to do.
or maybe it's juz the way i look at things.
currently im juz thinking that things there arent gonna be like what they are now.
things wont be as fun as now.
life is gonna be screwed.
WHY??!?!?!?!?!?!
why do i have to think like this?
it's spoiling everything.
things may be fine there.
maybe not as nice as here, but things will still be fine.
or maybe(tho unlikely), things may be better.
CHANGE THIS MINDSET.
.\wattheheck/.
then again......
why am i thinking so far ahead?
i may not even be alive tomorrow!
anything could happen to me.
GOD has his own plans.
leave everything to him.
for the time-being,
I SHALL ENJOY WHATEVER I HAVE.
:)
hope things work out well.
THANKS BALLIE!
i know you'll always be there for your fellow ball. :)
BALLZ FOREVER! <3
turn that upside down; 3:26:00 AM.
