oh yea, netball interclass yesterday..we won 3rd.
. . .
im SO
NOT HAPPY. cuz not everyone in the team played. WHERE'S OUR TEAM SPIRIT?????
to XXX XX :
uh sorry u couldn't play any match. i wanted u to play! but under certain circumstances...it wasnt possible..im sorry!! i REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted u to play. i played all the matches! u know how selfish one person has to be to play EVERY SINGLE MATCH?! yea, thats how selfish i was/am. but..i wanted u to play! its not my fault u weren't asked to play. not even one match.
IT'S NOT FAIR! IT'S NOT FAIR! IT'S NOT FAIR! IT'S NOT FAIR!EVERY TEAM MEMBER SHOULD PLAY. in at least one game. i feel bad. i think im selfish. i wanted u to take my place as center.but i wasn't the one who made the decision. i'd have given up my place to let u play but i didnt have the "quan li" to.
im sorry. im really sorry. im really rally sorry, XXX XX..[you're making me want to cry]
sorry..[i feel damm bad man.]
sorry. . .I FEEL REALLY REALLY BAD!!! [i wouldn't feel SO bad if u were someone i really hated.but u're my FREN! MY GOOD FRIEND!
n u know how shitty i feel knowing that i played for ALL the matches while U didnt even play for one?
...does the rest of the team know how it feels to be left out of all the matches? did they forget thet netball was a team game?
shouldn't all the players play? at least once?
man..i feel bad. real bad. nothin' can change the fact that ~SOMEONE~ in the team was left out of ALL the matches while ~SOMEONE ELSE~ played all the matches.
man...im really sorry
sorry sorry sorry.
(i feel like crying now..guess im a bit too emotional.)
bye.
SORRY!!!!!!!!!to whoever deserves the apology
turn that upside down; 5:33:00 AM.